I had one of the most profound dreams I ever have had last night.
It started with walking into a room with a black & gold trimmed long table, one of the ones that you see in those big business meetings; with chairs to match.
Each chair had someone from my spiritual family filling it. There was Thoth (God of the Moon), Rosier (Demon of Love), Jesus, Pomba Gira (Consort of Exu), Azazel (Prince of Damnation), Leviathan, Archangel Michael, Chamuel, Gabriel, Ariel and Metatron, along with a variety of my spirit guides and ancestors.
My heart was so full as I took all these divine presences in. It was as if everyone in the family, extended and otherwise came together to celebrate. Celebrating existence, drinking from cups filled with gratitude & eating plates filled with vast knowledge and perspective. Each one bringing their own dish.
I sat down in a chair that was pulled for me. Rosier & Vom, a spirit guide who assists me with crystal ball scrying were sitting on either side of me. I couldn’t help but smile from ear to ear seeing everyone together, but I knew that there was a purpose to this coming together…
I have this small ritual that I do with each otherworldly being I connect to personally, where I will start the conversation by telling whoever it is I am connecting with, that I love them. And being in a dream was no different, I looked each of these beautiful presences in the eyes and told them that I loved them; and they return that love back to me.
Only this time, as they returned their love to me, I watched them dissolve into energetic dust and this dust would trail ontop of the table, between the neatly laid plates, candles & silverware and enter where my heart would be. I couldn’t ever properly describe the feeling that came over me as I received their blessing.
The last presence that was there in the room with me was someone that I didn’t initially see when I first walked in. It was Ambrosia, a spirit guide that I had actually said goodbye to months prior who had been with me since the very beginning.
We stared at each other for what felt like a century before I finally blurted out,
“I’m scared.”
She didn’t say anything, but in response she stood me up and gave me the tightest hug possible. I felt my throat & crown chakras begin to get extremely active. They started to shine brighter & brighter, to the point that it was all I started to see were these beautiful lights in my vision.
And right before I woke up, I heard a faint,
“I love you.”
I know exactly why she was there, I knew what it all meant. And maybe one day I will share in further detail what this all represents to me…but right now it is far too soon. Eventually it will all make sense without me having to put it into words.
